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| I don't know why but I can't sleep. I was so tired earlier. For some reason I just want to hear her voice. I can't think of a reason why. It's just keeping me up. But, i won't call her. I sent an email earlier. I've checked it possible 20 times to see if there was a response. Nothing dramatic. I just asked about Thanksgiving. I would have settled for an email, but I didn't get that. I thought if perhaps I just texted her it would suffice. So I did. I sent <3. A minute later I got the same response. I feel almost better, but now I just want to sleep with my phone on my chest. Exhale. Perhaps I will sleep now. | | |
| Sometimes I open my email account just to find emails from you. They can be older or new, because I just like to stare at your name. It makes me feel like you are still near me. | | |
| I woke up bored with myself on Monday. I couldn't think of a thing that I wanted to do or think about that sounded interesting. Then I started researching how to burn movies. This has kept me somewhat occupied until right about now! Tho, right now, I am watching The Family Man, and that is an awesome movie. Now I want it to be Christmas time!! HO HO HO!!! I do love Halloween thought. We've been scary movie-ing it up! I was able to make a disc of Treehouse of Horror Simpson's episodes I-IV yesterday. This was very exciting! I am very excited to watch it! :) This entry feels as boring as I've felt the past few days, however, it is making me feel less boring. LOL. It was fun last night going to Red Robin. I love that place! Then we when to Old Navy. It's always a good time when I get out of the house. :) Working at home has its downsides. Tonight we may be going to happy hour. I need to follow up on that with my friends. YAY! This entry is still boring. I'm going to go email someone I've been not emailing, but I want to. Okay then. Here goes! | | |
| Now that was just wrong of my mind. It just let me dream of someone I've put in my past. It was such a good dream too. F*ck!! | | |
| I am working on me. That is why I'm back at this blogging thing. Okay, mine is more of a journal for all to see. YAY! So far I'm feeling much better. I did well last night and this morning. I slept better than I have in a while. That said, I am feeling even better this morniing, but that may have to do with the email i received back. I miss Meghan. I wish I lived closer. She has the most magical hugs. Her emails are pretty magical too. As I said, I reread a few of my entries last night. Oh, the Wendy's memories came flooding back. AH, good times! I get on Facebook today, even though it is a mess because of all the changes they made, curse them! Anyway, two of my old friends from facebook posted on things I just had to comment on. They really don't post all that much. It was nice. YAY! And now I should work... I don't really want too, but part of the change in me is to get my work done and feel complete. I'm sick of thinking I should be doing this or that. I'm going to be a do-er and say-er. I'm out! | | |
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